Well,today's the 2nd schoolday before exams start...only start studying now,and not a lot yet..it seems like I'm the only one online and others are studying....
P.S:'BLOOD ON FIRE' by AAA is nice...checked out 'gokusen 2'...haiz,never buy the vcd last time...kazuya and jin are cool...
;;2:12 pm
Well,still got no mood to study for exams...I'm feeling btter now...but I really look forward to getting well again...
P.S:AAA's interview at http://www.wowow.co.jp/music/musica/movie/aaa_300k.asx
http://www.avexnet.or.jp/avexdb/aaa/asx/c_050912.asx
;;12:49 pm
Attack All Around has a new single called 'Friday Party'...I listened to it on the website...nice song..my next blogskin might be on them..
;;5:50 pm
Sorry for not informing some of my friends,because I myself,wasn't too sure...as I kept condemning myself and overdid it...also,the moment I informed my form teacher,I was sent to the general office..I should have taken the chinese test and told her after that to save all these trouble...
I went to collect my things after the test,and I discovered that my performance in geography and especially a.maths has dropped...so,I don't think I can do well in my end-of-year...
;;4:31 pm
1.Went to make IC on friday but forgot to bring birth certificate..XD
2.So,was out the whole day and came back home late after eating swensens at tampines
3.Went to grandma's house yesterday and had lots of homework to do...and lots of headache
I still have serious headches,and I have already ate two panadols...was not able to sleep soundly yesterday due to the pain in my brain(head)...I still have a lot of revision and homework to be done...and I have only completed not even 1/2..and all these homework are due this week as exams start next week...so I will not be blogging so often as of tomorrow...I'll wait till the exams are over...
;;1:25 pm
Well,school was fine..the class is getting noiser..scold F*** when azfar threw a card,and brushed through my neck..PHEW!:3
Then some of the girls were very shocked at my vuglar word scolding...but it was KuMo acting halfway up...so I was reverted back to YuN,and I myself was quite shocked to,for why others are SO surprised that I used that kind of language...it shows that I'm not to be intimidated with....I mean,who doesn't use vuglar language?Only that they don't use it in public...
Whatever... I asked people who understand me better about the bad language thing...and I was KuMo again..being so angry and attitude...
P.S:Thanks to wing,for the red eggs...and thanks to my e.maths teacher for giving us an 'easy' test...
;;4:58 pm
Well,some one who was born on the same day as me, received a bouquet of flowers and wish you a happy birthday too...
And I received these:
-an avex phoenix cd from eve,fanny,zhiqing and meh...
-a pig soft toy from yiyen,noraini,izah...
-a chick soft toy and a mini cake(tiramisu) from my ex-e3 friends..
-a cup and keychain from Bao Zhen...
-and some others that i'm expecting from my siblings...hehe...
Thanks a lot again for making an effort to buy gifts for me:D
The !!!effects!!! of some of the gifts:
~The pig toy was 'tortured' by many people in class...too cute..LOL...
~The cake toppled over when I was on the bus...the cream was spilled,but I finished it anyway...
Chinese test is postponed,yet,exams are near...and because of some excellence award my school got,we are going to have a full-day off on next thursday..yeah~ Got a.maths test tomorrow,and I'm not good in that chapter...got to study...
P.S:AAA's BLOOD ON FIRE is one of the songs on INITIAL D,the movie...
;;4:41 pm
Sorry,got carried away...remembered that it's her birthday today....ayumi's one is approaching too...during my end-of-year exams,that is>XP...
Anyway,I don't really like this year's birthday as nobody knows,well,except for some...LOL...but it's quite true...especially one another person with around the same birthday already has a lot of attention...
But birthdays aren't really meant to be happy about,because it is/was the suffering day of your mother...who had to bear the pain to give birth to what is YOU today...so,should be thankful to your mum...
I didn't get my expected mark today for physics test...so,I MUST WORK HARDER!~I already 'aimed' a new someone(actually have a lot of targets already)...so I'm not yet fully prepared for this battle,but I have a little of my fighting spirit...and hope that I have more of this spirit then..
P.S:Thanks a lot to those who remember the day I came into this world,even if you didn't give anything to me or what,you showed your appreciation by your greetings and wishes...Thank you a lot...click here to see ayumi's singing of DEAREST,she cried...don't know why...
;;3:07 pm
YuN:Well,today was quite fine...feeling sad...well,happy that at least there's at least one person who is not related to me by blood who cares about me...well,I should be grateful...and aiyah,today's a.maths test...I got the last question wrong...actually it was correct,but I changed it in the end..XP
KuMo:Now then I realise,a friend you have for 2 years don't even care about you,and instead care for another friend he/she know for only 9months+...and he/she treats you both like about the same..what the f***...was evil today,felt like slashing paper to pieces,which I really did...AND I really hate my birthday this year...having to feel so depressed....but I'm gonna change that mindset...I'm gonna be very(X100 times) grateful to some people who care about me...and make others who treat me like nothing regret...ok,I sound mean,but that's KuMo...I also seem to be the extinct people who remember about 20+ people's birthdays...because it seems like not many people have mine in their heads....
Ok,from my tone...it seems that I'm really angry...as well,I mean...well,forget it...
She is good.I am bad.
She is cool.I am nerdy.
She is attractive.I am not.
Okay...enough of this,all the above might be true...but I'm not sure about the second one...because if she's cool,then I'm supposed to be hot...which is totally untrue..then if she's hot,then I'm cool...which is not true either...
So what????????????
If I'm like her,I won't be ME~
I should be grateful to others and maybe her..maybe...
;;3:56 pm
If you avoid that person,it shows that you hold yourself in a position higher than him/her...and it hurts that person...
I mean,isn't it better to have more friends?If you hate that person,you can't possibly hate every part of him/her...there's surely something you like about him/her...the same goes for liking somebody,where you can' like him/her in every aspect...
I'm pretty sick of this,I mean,yeah...no one asks me to do this...or force me...I can don't do this,especially to those who don't bother to do back so...it seems like I own that person...
For me,if a friend leaves me,I won't say much,not even stating that my friend is stolen(or snatched)...I will just keep very quiet,for that friend to do something...for in the first place,it was he/she who made that decision...to leave me for another better friend,or stay or to balance both well enough...
Keeping quiet is my way of waiting for you to do something or not...especially when I'm feeling low(or depressed)...and I in fact hate it when people ask me the reason for my quietness...because if I can say it,I won't be quiet...
P.S:Get well soon EVE!~You have a great battle coming on!~
;;3:08 pm
Yah,had tuition today,eve didn't turn up,as she was sick...get well soon,exams are approaching...then there were lots of girl brigade people asking for donations...met one of my school ones outside kovan...now,I'm struck at home...and waiting for time to pass...but I'm just too bored to be studying...
P.S:I've got an autograph of AAA...YEAH!But it's resized...click here for the original pic!~
;;4:24 pm
We had an attire check this morning,and when we went up to class,almost half of the class was missing especially the guys...in the morning,everyone was sleeping...but we awoke for lessons after recess...
We brought back memories of 'power' rangers' and the other kiddy shows we used to watch as a kid...then irsyad keep imitating the power rangers stuff during e.maths,where we had lots of fun and laughter...after the pet dog of eve's family presented a e.maths topic,the teacher was supposed to grade them,then jin hoe said,"Content:5 marks,Presentation:5 marks,Face:-10..",which had all of us laughing...there was also a singing of 'shi shang zhi you ma ma hao' by azfar and irsyad...LOL...
Oh yeah,there's one day I'm afraid of...as it will show me the 'failure' of me..I've been wanting to say it,but I didn't have the chance...and that day is getting nearer..I'm quite scared I will be despaired(or even cry) that day,for the scene of what I'm expecting seems to be reality soon..
Yah,and another thing,coolness is not formed by hanging out with cool people,it's created by oneself and his/her character...I think even winning some awards in school is cool itself..maybe because I haven't got much experience of winning this and that..so,I'm always uncool..and some people in my level just think that they live in a cool world with cool people,thus,they 'cannot see' any uncool people they know of,for example,ME....it's pretty depressing.
But on the other hand,take a look at the student photos of whatever superstars(especially local),and you might notice that they don't look (so)good-looking then...and aren't really the popular batch at school...
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;;5:32 pm
Okay,first:school today....
I will forget the descriptions of boring lessons but we had something more interesting for chinese instead of staring into space..which is the rather lame game of chinese 'educational' mahjong...but it was quite fun playing...and I sounded a little(or very) bossy...*sorry*...
We had this "xms superstar" thing...and it was lamer than the mahjong game because
1)there were no final winners
2)the programme seemed to be carried out unprofessionally...
3)The contestants didn't really take it seriously
4)Maybe I had too high expectations and only know how to say...but hey!~There's really room for much improvement!
Yeah...and that leads me to another problem,which is giving first-impressions on performing on-stage...erm,for girls...I don't know much about guys though..
-For girls,try not to wear as little as possible as it gives people the idea that you have a 'great' body...cancel the thought of wearing mini-skirts too....especially if you are not 170cm and above...because it seems like you want to dance to cyndi's 'ai ni' or 'honey'...a knee-length skirt or jeans are great replacements...
-Show that you have put effort in your dressing...go for something elaborate but don't overdo it...for example, kelly poon(project superstar) wore a hooded red jacket for the first audition and one of the judges then said,"You just woke up?",as it looked rather sloppy...
Ok....don't say too much,or the viewership will drop....btw,saw a comic strip recently,it's 'chew on it!'...it said that when we were young,we didn't want anyone to read our diary,but now,one is upset that no one reads their blog...kind of true...LOL...must study for physics now because others might just be studying like mad now....
P.S:There's a 'HANA YORI DANGO' japanese drama that is going to be screened in japan in october...by the way,'meteor garden' is the chinese drama of the anime/manga 'hana yori dango'...
;;4:11 pm
So,today dogs are sort of 'attracted' to me...when I went out for tuition,there was this mini puppy who attacked me on my legs..and licked and licked..luckily,I managed to escape from its paws,for its other owner and its parent appeared...
Then on the way home,there was this dog which was like a large ball of fur when seen afar...fortunately,it was on the leash,yet it stopped and stared at me for several long moments...though the owner tried to get it going again...-_-
P.S:Should have tken photos of these two dogs,because they were quite cute...
;;1:59 pm
Today,my limbs are totally aching like mad...and I'm all 'overcooked' at the leg area....did a little bit of the online homework I had,and I'm still left with chinese and english...I just smuggled my way through chemistry,leaving some questions blank...LOL...
And ahhhh!~My younger sister is suspected of having chicken pox....so I'm trying to keep from her by 3 feet because I haven't got it yet!
P.S:My another angel skin received 27 downloads within 2-3 days...YEAH!~
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;;9:06 pm
School was quite cool today....we had physical education and played netball,causing me to be angry over some1 who is rather(or very) selfish...I don't want to elaborate because it is obvious if I do...then chemistry came and ended with our chem. teacher,angry about our noise level...practically,the class thought that talking about the test was more important than greeting her...then came the HER lesson,well,not missing out TWO 'confrontations'...and some talking,which was not necessary...
After that was recess and e.maths,where we had a 'party' with getting back our test paper...then we had a 'last minute' history lesson and the today was the last day the teacher was in this school,and we were free to ask any questions.Then the horny bunch went asking around whether want to ask him if he's a v*****,and it's like -_- when I didn't know what it meant until it was spelt out letter by letter...and at the end,he asked,'which joker ask the teachers to shoot a photo of me?'..then perry say he 'buai yao buy',after which I say,"Then you not meh?"But I quite agree with what perry say....
Don't mind my boring life,because I'm not living it the way I want it to be yet...
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